Never doubting his wisdom, she had done exactly what he had told her to
do. Even so, she felt troubled at having to conceal her thoughts and
actions from Cadillac.
For had they not agreed to exchange the blood-kiss? Had they not been
as one between the fox and the bear? Was he 249
if not the strongest - the bravest, most valiant and stalwart of the
M'C, all warriors? And if he was not yet as wise as Mr Snow, was not
his tongue like sharp iron, and his head like a bright star? Did her
heart not warm at the thought of him?
Had she not pledged to guard him through all her days?
Yes... All this was true, and yet she felt confused, guilty.
Ever since she had gazed upon the cloud warrior across the firelit
circle on the night he had bitten the arrow, her heart had been torn in
two. She felt guilty because her mind harboured thoughts that the laws
of the blood-kiss forbade; images of lying in the moon-dark with the
Death-Bringer.
Images that brought her body to fever-heat. Cadillac's eyes were dark;
his were blue. It was like looking into her own eyes, reflected in the
untroubled surface of a shadowed rock pool. Cadillac's shoulders were
broad and square but were not his broader, squarer? And was he not
taller? Cadillac's hair was straight and dark as a raven's wing; his
hair rippled like a field of breadstalks in the wind. It shone like
grass struck by the rays of the rising sun, and his voice, ah... his
voice was strong and smooth like deep running water. It made her heart
tremble like the roar of a mountain lion and lit a fire in her belly
that caused the bones in her thighs to melt like snow.
No one had seen her on the occasions when she had crept into the
settlement under the cover of Mo-Town's starry cloak. She had crouched
outside Mr Snow's hut and listened to all they had said; had heard him
speak of the dark cities under the earth. The word-pictures he drew
had filled her with terror but she could have sat there for days on end
listening to the sound of his voice.
Some of her clan sisters, who suspected nothing, had said he had the
tongue of a viper, the smile of a coyote, and a heart of stone. Others
had told her that they had sent Night-Fever to test his manhood and
that he had spurned her. He fights well with a long stick, they said
mockingly, but there is no sharp iron between his legs: only a broken
twig.
Clearwater had joined in their laughter but chose not to believe
them.
She did not care that his blue eyes were veiled and his spirit
hidden.
She had looked upon him and sensed the power within; had felt his heart
quicken. And that was enough. The cloud warrior was, quite simply,
the most beautiful being she had ever set eyes on.
By the tribal laws of the Plainfoik, Clearwater knew that she merited
death at Cadillac's hand for harbouring such desires; knew also that
she would welcome death if it came to her while in the cloud warrior's
arms. The guilt engendered by these feelings and the torment caused by
their concealment had grown daily. Amazingly, no one seemed to have
noticed but she was sure that Mr Snow knew, in the same way that he
knew she and the cloud warrior were destined to meet.
Clearwater began to paint Cadillac's chest. As she charged the flat
sliver of wood with more dye she looked into his eyes and saw they were
focussed on the horizon of a world beyond that bounded by the reddening
sky." She traced two curving lines down the centre of his chest and
began to fill in the space between.
And she wondered if he knew that it was she who, hidden by the darkness
into which she had retreated, had silently summoned up the power within
her to save the cloud warrior from Motor-Head's hammer.
SIXTEEN
On the day after Steve's encounter with Clearwater, he took the map
from its hiding place and set off into the hills behind the
sett