im off the hook, he figures he's safer where he is."
Roz's face darkened. 'Why must you always think the worst?!" 'Because
I've been inside his head!" cried Cadillac.
'And part of him is in me now! I know how his mind works!" 'You have
no right to judge him!" Roz thrust him away and walked towards the
hut. Cadillac followed her. Snatching her skirt off the ground with
an angry gesture, she wrapped it around her waist and fastened the ties
with trembling fingers. Thrusting her arms into the fringed sleeves of
the leather tunic, she pulled it on and turned to face him, eyes
blazing. 'I am the only one who knows the pressure he's under! It's
something you have never experienced! And I pray to Mo-Town you never
will!'
'I bear heavy responsibilities? protested Cadillac.
'And you've got me to help you! It's not the same thing. Here, you've
got room to think!" Roz pointed to the ground. 'Down there is a
different world. I know Steve is still with us. And he's going to do
his very best to get Clearwater and her child out of the Federation the
same way he got you out of Ne-Issan."
'With a great deal of outside help,' said Cadillac sourly.
'And you may like to know that I built the aircraft which enabled us to
reach the Hudson River! He didn't carry me. I played an active part
in that escape!" 'Oh, really? That's not what Clearwater told me.
She said you were the one who didn't want to leave! Go on!
Admit it! You were having too good a time!" ?'I was until your
kin-brother came along!" The words tumbled out before Cadillac could
stop himself.
'Exactly!" cried Roz. 'You had sold out to the Iron Masters!"
'That's not true!" shouted Cadillac. 'That's not how it was!" 'All
right, I believe you. You had your reasons- just as Steve has equally
valid reasons for what he's doing now.
I know he hasn't sold out. And deep down, so do you, don't you?"
Cadillac didn't reply.
Roz tried again. 'Why can't you bring yourself to trust him?"
It took a while, but when his anger had subsided, the answer came:
'Because he seeks to know everything, but he does not use that
knowledge to change himself- only to gain power over those around
him."
'Give him time." Roz's voice was also calmer now. 'I did not see
things clearly at first, even though a voice deep within told me I did
not belong to the underground world. Knowing is not the same as
Understanding. How much have you changed since our life-streams were
drawn together?"
'Whose side are you on?!" cried Cadillac, his new spirit of
reasonableness wearing thin.
'Yours!" said Roz. 'But this jealousy, this rivalry between you must
end! The four of us are bound together by ties far deeper and
stronger than mere blood and friendship! The resentment and distrust
you harbour gnaws at that bond like a cancer. Cut them out swiftly and
cleanly, like a surgeon wielding a knife!
Act like the warrior you're supposed to be!" She saw her words strike
home and laughed at his crestfallen expression. 'Do you realise we've
just had our first quarrel?"
'I've a feeling it won't be the last,' said Cadillac.
Roz ran a teasing finger down his bare chest. 'So how can I make it up
to you?"
'I can think of several ways,' said Cadillac. 'But first, this pale
imitation of a warrior needs a paint job."
Protective colouring was not the only thing they needed.
The long journey Cadillac had in mind called for horses and some extra
security en route. There was little doubt that Roz Could ward off
almost any threat they were likely to meet but Cadillac was looking for
a way to keep trouble at arms' length. He had seen how the act of
summoning earth-magic had left both Mr Snow and Clearwater physically
weakened and looking utterly drained.